Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Happenings

Wah!Looks pretty long since this blog has had words written on it. Well things have been on a rollercoaster ride. Not so much of erm ups and downs but rather lots of time to ponder on lots of things. I m on sem break so there is soo much time to think of diff things. Seems complicated at times cuz i have set my sights on so many diff things and i guess i have it within me to pursue my new found goals but somehow there is an element of not really fear but fear that i may regret my pursuit.

Being in an unfamiliar position isn't nice cuz u cant really judge your future actions. You have not much of an idea on whats goin on. Sigh. Im there cz somehow the things that happen aren't new to most people but it is to me. Somehow i've never been down at that pit before and goin down the first time seems hard and seems that well its a lesson well learnt but it came the hard way. Guess there was a reason for the saying " There's always a first time".

And sure the first time is the hardest time. But getting thru it & surviving. So hope things turn out well.

"Pursuing what seems right in front of me seems right"