Short of Answers

I have so many "whats" and "why's" but I cant seem to get anywhere near an answer.
If I choose to let it be, it'll probably just linger on in my head for more days to come.
But ow well complaining doesnt get me anywhere.

-365 days feels a long way to go but cometh that day I'll know its a departure I face-

The Past Week

Well this week has been a week of many finals. Champions League Final. American Idol Final. Haha. Well i shall begin wit American Idol. Haha. Both the DAVIDS! David Cook versus David Achuleta! Well really not suprising that these 2 were in the finals. They have been the most consistent and most outstanding. They've been in a class of their own and a million miles from the rest. So on that day who would it be? The rocker or the ballad singer?




Cook during the finale



Archuleta during the finale



Both the David's during the finale

So what happened? 3 songs on the nite. Simon said it belongs to Archuleta. Randy and Paula couldnt call it. Simon took back his comments on thursday saying it wasn't as clear cut as it first appeared. Would he be proven right once again? Indeed because this happened..



David Cook after the announcement that HE was the new American Idol!

Generous enough he congratulated and applauded David Archuleta, his closest challenger all season long. But he prevailed and He is the new American Idol




David Cook and the top 12 contestants after clinching the Idol tittle. HE sang "Time of my life" as his winning song.


Okay Idol aside lets move on to Champions League cuz it was Manchester United vs Chelsea. 2 English clubs. 2 of the best in England. Both vying to be the best in Europe.Who would prevail?


Well 26 mins on this happened..




Ronaldo heads manchested united into the lead!! woot!!


It was Man Utd that had the better chances and Chelsea levelled it right b4 half time.




Lampard scores to level the game at 1-1.


It stayed that way till extra time and with 5 mins to go this took place..





Didier Drogba sent off for slapping Nemanja Vidic. A stupid thing to do wit minutes to go. Did it cost his team? Well it eventually did because this happened first..





Cristiano Ronaldo , one of the most assured players in taking penalties missed( i somehow expected this to happen!!)





But that didnt matter cuz..





Van der sar saves from anelka and MANCHESTER UNITED ARE KINGS OF EUROPE!!

9 years after their second triumph they've added a 3rd Champions League trophy. Fergie said if they win the Champions Leagus this is the best side he has ever had. It certainly is now!!






The Kings of Europe!!!!



So thats the end of my post..

Everything To Me

Everything to me
He's more than a story
more than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breath
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything, everything to me

*This is what i hope to sing out loud*

Answers

Somehow i know i'll not stumble again.
Probably cuz its too hard.

The writing is on the wall.

Day to Forget

Today is just that kinda day. A day to forget.Besides that msg nothing else stays in my head as something to remember or even ponder upon. ITS BECOMING INCREASINGLY FRUSTRATING!!WHY CANT THEY JUST FREAKING UNDERSTAND?? JUST WHY!!!

-its soo frustrating to continue-

From Within

A simple statement for which a lot hangs upon
A simple statement that changes my view and yours
That statement is " This is for real"

First Day

Well it was an eventfull first day back in coll after break. I had class at 10. I GOT away from the annoying lecturer cuz my course gets a different lecturer. So i get to be with a lecturer that is apparently more nicer & more popular wit students. I had lunch at mcd's. HERE is wat 2 hungry ppl ate. Me n kenny btw! haha * pics do the talking *





After lunch resumed classes till 5.30 when i thot it was till 4. Sigh. I left for home. The darn train was soo packed and it was soo inconvinient to travel. Ish. Really hoping my parents are more erm observant to this prob and allow me to drive. Anyhoes its an o--okay day. I've got a timetable tat reads 5 DAYS a week classes! So yeah. It tells a lot on how this sem is gonna look like. Sigh. But I'm sure its gonna be fine as time moves on. Til then chao!

Words

Happenings change the course of life. Good or bad. Either way they matter. Hard to say if i ever had a more significant one which is worth my thoughts let alone worth my future moves and pursuits.

And incident that had nobody but myself to blame. What was intended for good never turned out that way but rather an 360degress turnaround. Left me lost for words and left me sorting an answer. An answer that deep me i already knew but i guess being human i just choose to not believe. Good point? Not really cuz i was left reeling from my own unbelief.

The effects of it? The stride forward becomes that very much more difficult. Sought for help? Didnt have to cuz it was around me but embracing it was the hardest. Truth was a bitter pil to swallow.

"A future is out there but embracing it and putting legs to dreams isn't a walkover"