This is..

"Sometimes it takes time for it to sink in
Sometimes it feels as though it has already sunk in
Reality maybe that it never actually sank in"

SICK!!

Sick of studying law!!
Its like i feel like puking (physically)..
It sucks!!

Too quick

I didnt expect it to be soo quick..
Not this fast..
But reality is what it is..

God, help me see this through.

Dumbfounded

I m just utterly suprised that what seems "appropriate" is deemed "useless"

Only they can explain. Even then I would be baffled.

Tough to Comprehend 2

I have 2 quotes that should serve as food for thought:-

"Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga"

"Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedas"


If time is of the essence, its running out.
If facts are of the essence, its running dry.

Tough To Comprehend

I was having these thoughts for sometime now..
So i thought might as well lay it out somewhere..
So if it sounds tough to comprehend..its only my thoughts and opinions..

If A is a certain amount of total B, can that mean A is equavialent to B? Well if value A is 100% then it can be equavialent to total B, making B's total amounting to 200%. If A is only within the region of 20 at best, it certainly cannot double B's final figure.

Now, 1 ,2 and 3. If 3 comes after 1 & 2, can 3 be the ONLY number available. Surely not. Why? Because 1 & 2 had to happen before 3 took place.

Today when i woke up from a nap, i somehow had a phrase laid up in my mind..I thought i'll just leave it here..

"You cannot practice something you don believe and you cannot practice what you speak as long as you don believe it"

Cheers!

Out Loud!

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

No regard

That bond is gone..
It took time to build but now the 'ugly' side of good deeds are emerging..
But like that 'ugly' side, we're all humans and we all have our mean streaks..
Different mean streaks sets us apart doesnt it??
If yours is words, mine isn't..
If yours is a loose tongue, mine might be a flinging arm..
But rest assured, its not words that will hit you back..
More than words? Maybe..
Forgiveness? You pray and hope..

*don look thru beautiful lenses but through your shattered glasses*

Always

Always have and always will consider this a loss..
Hoping and wishing decisions be reversed..

*sighs heavily*

Penned Thoughts

Seems that destiny is placed above ones head long before he or she cant mouth a proper word isn't it?
Oh well..
You take, you explain.. Its fine..
You rob, you walk away and be merry.. You'll pay..
Not today, not tomoro but in due time..
Its sooner rather than later..

Rest In Peace, loved one

I am thankfull for the times we were very much a family but things changed and as it was well said by someone "circumstances changes people", that was exactly what happened. Nobody wished for the breakdown almost 2 years ago and nobody wanted the bridge to stay broken. But it remained that way till this very day. Regardless of our opinions and thoughts, I agree that a loss of a loved one is still treated as a loss. Indeed your jovial presence and caring touch will be missed by us all. I never wished for you to breathe your last before I came but again life is not in our hands. The time and the seconds that you slipped away I wasnt there but I know you were in the presence of those closest to you.

Atthe, as you were fondly known to me, as you have gone before us to a better place, may your soul rest in peace. Thank you for the many times that I can hold as deeds and memories to remember.

" A face we all loved is gone,
The memories are left behind to be cherished
You will be forever beloved & deeply missed
May Your Soul Rest In Peace"

Flaws

Just another person with as many flaws..
No different..
Gotten the chance which seemed elusive at one point..
Out to prove its worth it after all...

Quit..

Quit..
If there was a better word i'd use it but there isnt..
Quit..

Why?

If every "why" had an answer I'd be having more answered questions rather than unanswered ones.
Perhaps would be more happier with the answers too as favour seems to drift that way it seems..

*sighs oh well*

THANK YOU

Well these past few weeks have had its fair share of ups and downs but to put it plainly it wasnt plain sailing. But as people say look for a bright spot or a silver lining and i found mine on saturday. I just wanna say a big Thank You to all of you who attended the party. It was indeed a memorable one and i was touched by the very kind gestures of all those present. A big Thank You to my sister and lee en for working together with my close friends to make it possible and though it was a combined party along with wei chin and ian's farewell, I just wanna say i was touched deeply and still am. Thanks for making my 19th birthday a memorable one. (Including the pool throwing time which I very much anticipated and enjoyed since it was soo HOTT).

Thank You to all who came. I cant list down everyone's name but you know who you are. Thank You all once again.. God Bless..

Never Easy

When these things happen looking for answers isn't the wisest thing to do...
I tried searching for them and i guess i ended up hitting more brick walls than i'd ever thought i would..
Everytime i hear that chorus it seems to just bring this so difficult feeling within me and i guess i'll never be able to shake that feeling off...
The reason for that i guess its something only me & you know..

*never easy*

THANK YOU

Thank You...

Phrase

I heard this phrase sometime back..It goes like this

"If your heart is not where you feet is, then leave to where you feel it belongs"

I have no idea why this statement rings in my mind now and then, maybe cuz its somewhat true.

I just might be better off elsewhere now that i have considered all my conditions.

*wishing i had my answers*

Short of Answers

I have so many "whats" and "why's" but I cant seem to get anywhere near an answer.
If I choose to let it be, it'll probably just linger on in my head for more days to come.
But ow well complaining doesnt get me anywhere.

-365 days feels a long way to go but cometh that day I'll know its a departure I face-

The Past Week

Well this week has been a week of many finals. Champions League Final. American Idol Final. Haha. Well i shall begin wit American Idol. Haha. Both the DAVIDS! David Cook versus David Achuleta! Well really not suprising that these 2 were in the finals. They have been the most consistent and most outstanding. They've been in a class of their own and a million miles from the rest. So on that day who would it be? The rocker or the ballad singer?




Cook during the finale



Archuleta during the finale



Both the David's during the finale

So what happened? 3 songs on the nite. Simon said it belongs to Archuleta. Randy and Paula couldnt call it. Simon took back his comments on thursday saying it wasn't as clear cut as it first appeared. Would he be proven right once again? Indeed because this happened..



David Cook after the announcement that HE was the new American Idol!

Generous enough he congratulated and applauded David Archuleta, his closest challenger all season long. But he prevailed and He is the new American Idol




David Cook and the top 12 contestants after clinching the Idol tittle. HE sang "Time of my life" as his winning song.


Okay Idol aside lets move on to Champions League cuz it was Manchester United vs Chelsea. 2 English clubs. 2 of the best in England. Both vying to be the best in Europe.Who would prevail?


Well 26 mins on this happened..




Ronaldo heads manchested united into the lead!! woot!!


It was Man Utd that had the better chances and Chelsea levelled it right b4 half time.




Lampard scores to level the game at 1-1.


It stayed that way till extra time and with 5 mins to go this took place..





Didier Drogba sent off for slapping Nemanja Vidic. A stupid thing to do wit minutes to go. Did it cost his team? Well it eventually did because this happened first..





Cristiano Ronaldo , one of the most assured players in taking penalties missed( i somehow expected this to happen!!)





But that didnt matter cuz..





Van der sar saves from anelka and MANCHESTER UNITED ARE KINGS OF EUROPE!!

9 years after their second triumph they've added a 3rd Champions League trophy. Fergie said if they win the Champions Leagus this is the best side he has ever had. It certainly is now!!






The Kings of Europe!!!!



So thats the end of my post..