Beyond Me

Well, i've had studying & assignments to complete. Due dates for my assignments & my mid term exams are so close by. Arghh! But partially its my fault too cuz i should have completed the assignments earlier. Ow well. Guess the circumstances made that difficult!Ow well sometimes i havent realized how far i've gone from what i used to be. In more than one way or another. I mean i have become so used to the way i was living till i never took notice it wasnt even right. Well i thank God for friends who wit much love & care pointed out these flaws to me. It wasnt to offend i m sure. It was more of care & love that followed their actions.After that particular incident, well i m not all perfect but i m trying to get my life back on track. Its tough facing challenges but i m sure that HIS grace is sufficient to see me through. Yes i do admit that spiritually i've gone a long way off. Compared to my new years resolutions i made, i m a million miles away from that. And again i m not proud admitting i've fallen but it seems so hard to pick myself up to even start crawling let alone start walking again. I guess to all of these there isn't much to talk bout cuz the answer is found in HIM. I guess i wouldn write anymore out here. Stating the reasons isnt of any use! Back to my assignments. -sigh-

One Last Cry

One Last Cry
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf,
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else

Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
I give my best to you, nothing for me to do

But have one last cry, one last cry before i leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind this time, been living a lie
I guess im down to my last cry...cry

I was here, you were there
I guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me

Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
Gotta get over you
Nothin' for me to do

But have one last cry, one last cry before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind this time, been living a lie
I know i gotta be strong cause my life goes on and on and on and onnnnn

Im gonna dry my eyes right after i have my
One last cry, one last cry before i leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time, been living a lie
I guess im down
I guess im down
I guess im down to my last cryyyyyyyyy"

The Way It Is

Well its been so long since i've even blogged! I just have nothing appropriate to put in here! All that i wish to say i don think its right to put it up here! Frustrations are all i can sense around me! My exams are goin on! I really dunno why this seems appropriate but these lyrics are just what i feel like putting up. Not the best but its what thats been stuck in me for sometime. Its in the next post.