Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Unititled

Another ordinary day. Come and gone. Got away wit wat anyone would consider "murder". I m so lazy to go into the details of what happen, but to cut a long story short. My group got away without doing an assignment & we have been given a much easier topic to write an essay on instead of practical work. Owh WELL . Pretty much really good luck! Hmm. Nothing besides that has been really really pleasing. Days have been long and tiring. nothing much insipiring as well. my exams are in like wat 2 weeks time?? my finals. owh its that time again where i gotta look at my books & cram my subjects into my head. ow well.

"what a man feels inside is often never said
cuz even if it was said, its never accurate"


"Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl"

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Frustrations

Well, its a been a very different week. I had a presentation on accounts today. Honestly i don't deserve what i got cuz i m not really all that good wit accounts and all. But somehow i presented well & got the marks for my group. Thank God for good results . To my team mates you guys were good as well.Thanks for being supportive. College work itself has been piling up wit loads to study & all. Then there is the personal frustrations to deal wit. Well there are things i personally feel that shud never have happened, and now that it has i guess its hard to just put it behind kinda thingy. Then there are just so many things i wished my family would support me.I mean why is it only when it comes to studies & all these things you support me but when it comes to my own desires you just sulk at every thing i suggest. I know you people would say "ow we did a lot when you were younger and you never lived up to expectations" or "you always dunno what's best for you". You know i think its ridiculous that you have an excuse every time for these things and honestly your excuses are probably dumb enough to fool a kid but hello i m 19!! These things just pile up every week and somehow when a week starts off well somewhere in de middle it collapses and again back to square one. It becomes a lousy odd week again! This is really really annoying and i somehow wanna freaking end it!!!!