just not right

well, its again one of those times where the answers will just either never be right or the answers u want them to be. well i don mind it being the answer i want but at least i rather get the right kinda answer. but i dunno when u'll ever know. i dunno if u'll ever know.but i tell u my dear friend , whatever u see its not what it seems. its just not true. when the truth comes out, i hope u'll realize that all this while i hv been tryin to say it 4 ur own good. i never did anythin like this before just to prove the truth. but i did it confidently this time knowing i m right.
mich, when u find out all the truths remember i am a friend who wont close the door. though everyone may come up 2 u n say that "i told u its gonna happen", i wont say that. i know there is more in u which will eventually come out. i pray that u may find happiness n all that u need in life. i hope u realize sooner rather than later why i m warning u bout wats gonna happen. i wouldn be writing it out here if i knew it was a lie. i m writing it cuz i m hoping someday u'll get to read it. i want this to be the real evidence.

mich, he said those words back in kl sentral & the reason i sweared is that u may know its de truth.i never did that before. i usually leave it to people as to whether they wanna believe or not. but 4 u i m wanting u to fully believe it not 4 any reason. just so that u don go thru all de pain. i just wanna help. not cuz i wanna make a good name or anythin. its 4 u. really just 2 help u. but i wont force u to believe. i m telling wat i heard. i was there.

mich , i know from our time together that u loved these songs so much. so i just thought i'll let u know that its something that i like very much too. i wont put up de lyrics but from these 2 songs u'll know how much u mean to me.
the songs are on my display..

take care..

this is for you

my dear friend,
i know one day you will get to read this. its the hardest thing i have had to do.it was hard while deciding. as painfull as it is for me to do it i hope one day u will reap the benefits of this my dear friend. its not easy leaving u & all the memories behind. i really dont know how i am going to go through things without you. whatever it is remember michelle stay strong. remember that you are in control of every situation. don break down under any situation. stay strong my dear friend. lastly, though things are not the same anymore. i just want u to know that i am always praying 4 your happiness & well being. Regardless of my scars, i still care 4 you michelle. i still care. i dunno what things may be like in the future but i do know that i'll always remember you. i'll cherish all the memories n times spent together. you were different michelle from the rest. i appreciate you for all you've done. thanks for everything. take care where ever you are my dear friend. before i sign out i just want u to know once again , that if you fall , i'll be there as a friend to pick you up.

take care michelle..