just not right

well, its again one of those times where the answers will just either never be right or the answers u want them to be. well i don mind it being the answer i want but at least i rather get the right kinda answer. but i dunno when u'll ever know. i dunno if u'll ever know.but i tell u my dear friend , whatever u see its not what it seems. its just not true. when the truth comes out, i hope u'll realize that all this while i hv been tryin to say it 4 ur own good. i never did anythin like this before just to prove the truth. but i did it confidently this time knowing i m right.
mich, when u find out all the truths remember i am a friend who wont close the door. though everyone may come up 2 u n say that "i told u its gonna happen", i wont say that. i know there is more in u which will eventually come out. i pray that u may find happiness n all that u need in life. i hope u realize sooner rather than later why i m warning u bout wats gonna happen. i wouldn be writing it out here if i knew it was a lie. i m writing it cuz i m hoping someday u'll get to read it. i want this to be the real evidence.

mich, he said those words back in kl sentral & the reason i sweared is that u may know its de truth.i never did that before. i usually leave it to people as to whether they wanna believe or not. but 4 u i m wanting u to fully believe it not 4 any reason. just so that u don go thru all de pain. i just wanna help. not cuz i wanna make a good name or anythin. its 4 u. really just 2 help u. but i wont force u to believe. i m telling wat i heard. i was there.

mich , i know from our time together that u loved these songs so much. so i just thought i'll let u know that its something that i like very much too. i wont put up de lyrics but from these 2 songs u'll know how much u mean to me.
the songs are on my display..

take care..